Holidays in the Sun

That’s the title of the new album anyway. I should really get around to changing the banner but I really don’t give a damn. I recently learned that Y^2 actually found this blog. I have no idea how. Btw, hi.

The alternative would be mugging for IOC so I shall instead waste my time writing shit on the internet. See, you get disappointed when things don’t turn out the way you hoped it would. When you actually care about something (grades/scores/wins etc) you CARE about something. In that sense, if you were to, say, score 24points for mid-years. You’d be disappointed. The perfect remedy, is apathy. Just stop giving a damn. If you really think about it, it kinda takes all the disappointment out of your life. Because you don’t give a damn if shit hits the fan. On the other hand, if you don’t give a damn about anything, you probably won’t feel happy about anything either. Say, if you don’t care about your grades and you score a perfect 45, reaction –> “meh”. Thus for every event, disappointment and joy have a zero sum. The happier you could be, the more disappointed you would be.

In that case, the steps to take would seem painfully obvious, and yet many people just don’t get it. Ignore the little things. Like when a store in the SAC is not open for the day, don’t cry about it. When people don’t think you’re awesome, don’t slash your wrist. Then maybe the solution wouldn’t be to not care about anything. It’s to not care if you fail. Fail is prevalent. It’s everyone and everything around you. If you get bogged down by every fail in life, you’re stuck in one place (which incidentally is also fail) and never moving on.

To write about recent events would probably take the better part of an hour and well, I can’t really be bothered.

(Btw Y^2 I’m free to game again from 3pm on tuesday. Try more 2′s on twisted meadows, I hate that map…)